I've got those Monday blues straight through Sunday blues..

I had that heavy feeling all day.. I tried to avoid it. I felt darkness the heavy kind that means someone died. I found out it was Nina Simone. I am a big fan of hers ya know. I guess when you love jazz, it makes you a different kind of person. It means you are sentimental and romantic. It means that you feel and your feelings take you places and redefine the meaning of every moment that you live. The love of Jazz is a personal one.

If you don't love Jazz you could never really understand someone who does. They will always live in another dimension always experience a face of life that you have never seen. I see myself in this love.

I finally just cried. It was all that was left to do. I know the spirit world is always with us but it's a loss to the world that she is gone. Jazz singers don't live forever this is a shame. Two kinds of people in the world Jazz singers and People that love them. Sigh, I guess I know which one I am...