"What do they see, when they look at me do they see my many personalities?!"

It's the weekend now. I was not as productive as I thought I might be. I couldn't sleep and when I did it was a restless fuzz sort of photograph sleep.

Only to wake up with a headache that would not go away. I am surprised that SARS and N.Korea are becoming more news relevant than Iraq.

I am wondering if anyone is blogging about it? I know people are talking about it.

The studies say that more people die from the flu each year. Seems to me like people are looking for any reason to let go.

I struggle with when to wash the car and how honest to be on the "interest" column at my Yahoo! Profile. Life it seems never abolishes the room for misunderstanding or the need to inflict it on someone else. Would that these experiences or phenomenons could be harvested for study. That would solve the final problem of what we collectively cannot explain about life.

Who will do this?

I am waiting for my friend she is suppose to be coming over. Its girls night. I am glad. I stopped having girls night at one point in my late teens for some crazy reason I cannot explain. I am glad that it is coming back again. It's fun at any age.

I saw the Will & Grace special this last Thursday. It was funny. I don't know Madonna gets so much shit. I totally get her sense of humor. The irony is that I was never "a fan" obviously the music isn't really my preference and yet her as a person makes so much sense and is so crazy funny I have gotten to like her just because that is the best part of her. None of her "fans" seem to see it this way. Perfering what is easier to misunderstand that what is real I suppose. I am not sure how that would make me feel as an artist.