Sunday, April 13, 2003

Until the end of time, I'll be there for you, you own my heart and mind I truly adore you

Much of my angst is in the stars it seems. Today the Moon slips over into Virgo, which means that it is time to spend some time alone and try to “seek out the light”. You need to work though some tough issues that causes you to feel a little out of balance at this point. I suspect that you will need to work very hard in order to bring healing back into your world. Hard work brings you a certain sense of satisfaction especially when you are able to work towards a solution. Saturn squares against Venus so love issues could be tough to work through. Try to be sensitive to the needs and desires of your partner at this time.

So I let my thoughts wonder on. Much of today was typical weekend. I slept yesterday more than usual and wrote articles. Juggling between being productive and getting some much needed rest.

A disk broke off in my new lap top. I was not feeling it. I fixed it but it really sucked. Advice if there is something off in the physical sense try to not use the diskette any more it's just not worth the drama especially if you don't have a removable drive.

he he he

I finally updated my profile page at yahoo. It has been two years. I also figured out how to join interests groups from the profile. It is different from groups as you have different category listings. It is pretty cool though. I was asked to join a group based on my interests so I did. Really positive vibes. I much prefer the good vibe and I am very sensitive to the vibe.

Cleaned my fish tank. My fish act as if they are dying. I don't know what to say about keeping fish as pets. Its a little bitter and a little sweet. I guess because they are totally dependent on you. If they die you can't help but blame yourself, yet they die. I am paranoid. I think the fish in the aquarium at the pet store sense my inablility to maintain them for more than 3 years. They seem to look at me as if this is the end.

I refuse to invest in more than a 10 gallon tank. I didn't upgrade my filter system either.

These are things I promise to do the next time I keep fish. I will do it nicer. It is impossible to keep fish on a budget. It only seems to work out when you spend top dollar.

When I didn't have snails i never got fungus and the snails died, now I get that algae stuff all the time and have no snails. Recreating an ecosystem is hard work. Sea world employees really earn their money. :(

I will give it some time.

My articles are coming along. I am growing as I write which works out better. I am glad I invested in a lap top. I needed my own thing, getting a sweet deal didn't hurt either. My motto is best quality best price and a solid warrenty or I am not buying it. lol

especially where cars and computers are concerned.

the heart that knows love knows sorrow, i am no exception.

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