Time

It has taken me a while to get passed a lot of my neurosis. Funny, its such the thing to cling to. Why exactly is a phenomenon in and of itself. Everyone does it, however, no one really knows why exactly. I mean why beyond the immediate emotional gratifications. I mean like why, is it the first instinct and why does this instinct have so much authority in the mind.

Imaginations are funny things. All different yet all the same. Studied the right way it reveals a lot about a person, about other people too.

This topic fascinates me endlessly.

I had an exciting action packed weekend. I haven't written in days. I had to catch up on my sleep though writing was definitely on my mind of the thing I wanted to do if sleep wasn't so important.

All the what if's lingering in my subconscious. What to do with it? Beyond the dream, beyond the emotional tides swirling. The imagery boggles.

I am feeling better all over. I spent time with friends and family this weekend. Kind of an impromtu that actually felt great and long over due.

I am still readjusting. This may take a while.